Okay, so I’m going to get really vulnerable and honest here. About a month ago, I was led to take a Medium’s intuitive development course.
Slowly I had been realizing, while coaching my clients, I was intuitively feeling their feelings in MY BODY. I would get knowings of what they were thinking and going through without “knowing” how I got the information, or even if I was right.
The sessions would go good, but afterwards I was left feeling drained and still attached to their feelings and emotions. I was NOT ready for more clients until I learned how to manage this, first.
So i signed up for the course. It was affordable, and easy to follow. I was excited to get started and see which Claire’s I possessed. I found out that my biggest 3 were Clairsentient(Clear feeling), clairaudient(Clear hearing) and claircognizant(Clear knowing).
They were literally, 9 out of 10 and 8 out of 10 on the rest. I was suspicious of my answers. These answers said that I am almost 100% on all areas… Am I making this up? I would doubt myself… But I kept on trying to ease into the course.
The first exercise I did was to sense the energy of my own spirit guides. I did. But I also felt and HEARD something else. Something that was more of a zap, and startled me. I told it that I only work with my spirit team and those in the light, so the spirit backed off, and I instantly emailed the lady whose course I took! (PS if you want a link to the course I’ll add it below!)
I told her my experience, and instantly she told me there was so much to talk about, and her sessions were running out if I wanted direct 1:1 time. So I took the plunge. I was in deep, and had a lot of questions with high sensitivity. Plus i was kinda scared shitless if I’m going to be honest.
I kept feeling like, “This can’t be real… I’m not psychic. There’s no fuckin way I’m a medium. I would have known right?!?”
<ACTUALLY, WRONG. Most mediums find out that they are a medium later on in life… I found this out through Ashley Strong’s blog, while I was frantically researching until our first call.
( I’ll attach her website at the bottom, I promise. I’ve been secretly fan-girl-stocking her for almost 3 years. She’s AWESOME!)>
SO, I found myself holding off on the exercises due to the holidays and hustle and bustle of a new mom life, but a few nights before we talked I settled back into a meditation she recommended, and found myself connecting with a long lost relative! They scared the heeby-geeby’s out of me by KNOCKING as soon as i closed my eyes and took a few deep breaths at my childhood home.
That was when I knew, THERE’S NO WAY I COULD HAVE MADE THIS ISHH UP! I was intuitively led to use a crystal necklace I had for some answers…
This was my first week of practice you guys! I thought I was supposed to be serenely meditating and halfway connecting to spirit (Making it up, because there’s no way I’m psychic). Not hearing knocks and listening to my intuition less than a minute after BREATHING…
So initially, I was SCARED. This stuff is NO JOKE, and the last thing I wanted was to be fooled by something that means me or my childhood home no good. So I set my boundaries AGAIN, and the knocks came again.
Knowing that I AM IN CHARGE, and spirit is just here to help and guide me… This HAD to be someone I knew… and deep down I knew it was a loving, caring and DEEPLY missed person all along.
I felt the love as soon as I asked if it was the person I was thinking of (You have probably done this TOO, if you have a feeling or remembrance of someone who has passed randomly, and feel as if they are with you)
When I asked… My entire body felt warm, tingly and embraced in energy. To me, that was my family member’s way of saying “Yes, I love you.”
But sure enough, my ego got the best of me. I started to freak…aka I googled the shit out of hearing knocks on the wall, and all i got was FEAR, DANGER, FEAR, DANGER. BLAH BLAH BLAH….
I instantly shut down. I waited until talking to my coach, and she clarified the person. What they had to say, and even helped me to remember them as a guide when I need them. Instantly the fear melted away, and I knew I was safe again.
There’s SO MUCH MORE… But I don’t want to bombard you.
The major lessons I have learned are this:
- If you think you need to do something, and it keeps popping up… Just DO IT!
- The ego (fear) comes instantly to derail us, but a knowing or spiritual guidance will show up almost everywhere, consistently and quietly.
- There is a TEAM of spiritual guides waiting for you to acknowledge them. You are literally NEVER alone.
- I realized that a majority of my problems were due to thinking I had to do everything, and feeling overwhelmed.
- Now I know that my magical thinking (INTENTIONS) can literally bring out miracles due to my trust in the team that I was BORN WITH.
- I also do this with my clients! I bring their Spiritual Team to work with My spiritual team, so that together I am given the guidance they need, and I bring forth the desires they actually want.
Life has never looked more prosperous! More of my story is soon to come… Stay Tuned.